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Gatau kenapa tiba-tiba pengen ngeblog. Now i'm having random feeling. Sekarang gue udah mahasiswa ya:') ga kerasa gitu kayaknya dulu gue baru aja masuk tk, eh sekarang udah kuliah, bentar lagi nyari kerja, nikah, nerusin hidup. Time flies so fast, isn't it right? Dulu gausah mikir buat kedepannya eh sekarang harus udah mikir sehari kedepan aja susah banget. Dari nyari kuliah yang gue bela-belain ptn and finally i got a chair at airlangga. Mau tau gimana surabaya? Mataharinya ada tiga bor sampe jidat gue gosong pulang ke jakarta lagi great. Terus gue pisah sama temen-temen gue pada mencar semua........yeah i considered this was the hardest part. Kalo dulunya gue suka jalan-jalan sama mereka eh sekarang pisah, pisahnya kemana-mana lagi jauh-jauh gitu. Dan sekarang gue mulai kangen, i miss all of people that have met me. Siapapun. Tiba-tiba aja gitu feeling ini dateng, kangen temen tk, sd, smp, sma, sepermainan, satu les, sepanggung konser, sekenalan, seajeb-ajeb, kangen semua:( i'm not the kind of girl who talkative when you first meet me but i'm the kind of girl who miss all of people in my life whoever you are. Beneran. And finally i have to let them go one by one. Because nothing in this life will be last forever, i know it. And then you met another people who rebuild you and make you know who will be leave and be a friend. Gak cuma itu doang, you meet the real life who teach you to strengthen you, to be tough. And all you need is to prepare all you weapons to fight the real war, you versus the world. It sounds like cheesy but true, life must go on. Masih agak ga real sih pisah-pisah gini tapi someday yaaa our life will be classic story when we meet again:')

The Positive of Losing Phone

Today was unpredictable. Hari ini cuma ada lomba doang di sekokah, jadi gue udah planning buat bangun siang. Sampe di tanggasekolah udah ketemu kambing, seneng sih...............but I feel a little bit awkward because of the-day-when-yeah-you-know-what-happened-at-21 kan? Jadi sekarang kalo ketemu dia awkward gitu, mau ngomong juga gatau apa yang mau diomongin. But I've tried to make him talk to me, walaupun he didn't. Yaudahlah, gak jodoh. Gue udah tau hari ini bakal jadi hari gabut nasional. Gue mau kabur tapi dijagain. Tapi waktu lomba, one of the satpams was watching seriously the game so I and my friends turned to canteen, alibi beli sesuatu tapi akhirnya we did it: escaped! Bahahahaha lucu abis deh itu gue mau ngakak gila. Pake mobil elvv langsung caps ke mcd. Di mcd, some of my friends were waiting for us. Di mcd duduk-duduk dulu bentar abis itu jengjet, karokean. Lagi. Aduh kayaknya gue udah tiga hari berturut-turut karokean eh sekarang dihajar lagi. Nah gue naro tas di sebelah tv dengan hp tergeletak. Secara gak sadar gue nyanyi-nyanyi and I didn't make attention to my phone when mas-mas lagi benerin stereo. Yaudah bablas deh hp gue dan gue baru sadar waktu mau balik. Gue sih gak pernah masalahin hp gue ilang, tapi yg buat nangis itu cuma foto, lagu, notes, sama passwordnya doang:'( but never mind, let it go ajalah. Mungkin emang semesta mengizinkan gue ganti hp, mana bb gue udah bapuk gitu. Udah gitu ini H-13 UN!!!! Maybe God wants me to study hard for it, fight for ptn. All I want now is just Unpad. #mahasiswisuksesunpad2013. In the name of Jesus. Yeah it's my positive thinking. After that I will crave to dad for iPhone:p

21

March 21st, he's going to 20. Pretty old I think. And one thing in my mind is giving him a surprise, crazy thought but I bet I will do. Now I have been searching for gift, and cake. Jadi mau ngesurprisin dia after school gitu and wait to see him arrive at home and then I give it. And the problem is................gue terlalu gila buat ngelakuin ini semua. Gue gak begitu deket sama dia eh tiba-tiba main ngasih dia surprise gitu. But my friends support me to do this, yeah they're more than crazy. Yak the first thing I thought after I got home is writing in this blog. Gue emang gak akan ngebatalin this surprise but malunya itu looooooh. Gini nih kronologisnya: kan dia pulang bareng cicak dan tiw nah biar tiw gak ikut campur dan jadi congor, gue nunggu kambing sampe bener-bener udah di rumah. And then I bring the cake with his friends.......after that I will give the gift. And if I dare enough, I will tell him about my feeling. Hopefully I will but actually I shame. Oh ya. I wanna share something. Semenjak anak-anak satu kelas ngecengin gue sama kambing, gue ngerasa jadi awkward gitu, mau ngomong tapi malu. Apalagi setelah kejadian nay dinasehatin sama dia waktu praktek aerobik itu. Makin melting gue. Today I almost didn't talk to him, gatau takut kali ya gue padahal dianya biasa aja. Terus nay bilang kalo sikapnya kambing ke gue tuh beda sama sikap kambing ke cewe-cewe yang lain. Tapi bisa jadi kan gara-gara dia pengen ngehindarin gue takut dikira php? Yeah, I don't know. Only God knows. Dan sekarang I don't want to fall deep again 'cause it hurts, you know. Let it all go, what's yours will be yours right? And here I go...a period of loving you, even if it's true or not. Hahahahahahahaha apasih gue-_-

Paul Iacono

Anggep gue udah move on dari monyet karena kambing. Hari ini bener-bener hari gila 2013. Jadi nay udah ngungkapin semuanya ke kodok, dan hari ini gue sama nay ngegalauin kambing sama kodok. Nay ngerasa ngeganggu kehidupannya kodok jadi hari ini dia niatnya nelpon kodok buat nanya soal postnya kodok kemaren sedangkan gue emang lagi pengen aja ngegalauin kambing. Terus gue sama nay sepakat buat janji kalo nay nelpon kodok gue akan nelpon kambing. Karena nay udah nelpon kodok walau kodok bilang blm tentu bakal bales lagi karena dia lagi sama temen-temennya mau gak mau gue harus nelpon kambing kan? Yaudah gue nyari cara buat nelpon kambing. Nay punya ide, dia nelpon kambing dr hp kakeknya abis itu nanya soal bahan pkn buat senin terus sengaja telponnya ditutup baru deh nelpon dari hp gue conference. Abis kesambung sama nay sama kambing, gue pertama kicep sumpah. Abis nay nyebut nama gue baru deh gue alesan dari kamar mandi terus sok sok ngebahas soal buku pkn gue yang ilang tiba-tiba gajelas gitu. Dan emang gak jodoh ya, sinyal di rumah gue emang jelek alhasil putus-putus gitu telponnya. Karena putus-putus gitu jadinya nay kesel terus telponnya ditutup, yaudah kambing juga ikutan nutup telpon. Gue kesel dong kenapa semuanya tiba-tiba mati gitu yaudah gue telpon lagi aja itu dua makhluk, eh dua-duanya juga gak ngangkat. Waktu gue beraniin telpon kambing, dia gak ngangkat mungkin males kali ya ngomong sama gue. Waktu gue nelpon nay dia gak ngangkat karena dia ditelpon bokapnya. Akhirnya gue ngomong kan ke nay kalo gue nelpon kambing lagi, tapi kata nay itu malah bikin gue makin ketauan suka sama kambing. Yaudah deh fix gue gak ngerti lagi gimana. Nomor hp gue udah tercemar, gue malu fix. Gue gatau nanti hari senin jadi kayak gimana kalo ketemu sama kambing pastiiiii malu banget. Dan malem ini entah gue harus ngapain yang pasti gue masih galau banget mampus campur malu juga.

Third year.

A year with struggle. Yeah, get a great university, work hard, fight for national exams. GO FIGHT WIN!