miércoles, 25 de mayo de 2011

Just remind the past

This is about him...
Who loved me with his way

4 years ago, when he knew me cause i was course near his house. I had heard he was playing his piano then stopped. I didn't know why the song suddenly stopped when i walked, but i didn't care. Every afternoon called "sore" in Indonesia, you drove your car around my house. I know you memorized my voice; my scream, when i was singing, et cetera. Hahaha and you-dengan gak sengaja-have been met my fella. You told everything about me when you at your course, or on the phoned with her. Until she invited you to met her at a pool. At the point of this rendezvous, she wanted you to met me. She lied to you, she wanted me to saw you. After you arrived, i didn't know who are you. Were you wear a white one? Or a black one? K, i just did not know who you are. But i knew your reaction after that first meet: SHOCKED-SURPRISED. You were embarassing and happy but you just couldn't find your perfect time.
You made me so curious, seriously. With your greeting card in Christmas and you couldn't give me a present because your friends asked for it. But i was really thanked to you because you cared with me. You saw me at a mall with my fella, too. You said i am beautiful-thank you too much!-although now i realize that that's my old style called 'lay.' Hahahaha forget it. Finally, you had to go to Spore, you have been continuing your school. I'm just can't understood with your life-too complicated as a teen-hidup lo itu jalannya terlalu rumit, sampe temen gue aja emang gak ngerti mau mulai dari mana jadi gue emang gak begitu ngerti arah ceritanya itu apa. Sampe lo dateng lagi kesini waktu liburan-mungkin 2 tahun lalu, gue lupa-you acted like you did like before: around my house, blablabla. Sampe akhirnya lo ngomong masalah keluarga lo. Bokap lo lah, salah ambil suratlah, tanggung jawablah, getting-married-lah. I was hopeless with you after it! I couldn't tell the story so i'm so so sorry, guys. Ditambah lagi: your old brother is felt in love like you with me too. And your old brother felt it before you did. Soooooo who was the first? His brother. His old brother. You shocked and fighted with him. I don't know where are you now, cause you're not in Indonesia now. Are you still stay in Spore? Or move to Netherland or Canada? I've been missing you.